Well my dear readers, a lot has been happening in my life recently! Life is constantly changing but in the past few weeks it has been a constant blur of new feelings, emotions, and experiences! I’ll try to take a minute and describe how I’ve been, just for you.

Home Life – I’ve had a lot of anger at my parents and I’ve been trying hard to see them as real, human beings with problems that aren’t perfect. I broke the front door’s glass window last week because I was mad. Not a good thing. The ironic thing is that I broke the 2nd door’s glass six or seven years ago trying to “golf” in the front yard. Didn’t work out too well…Haha!

Music Life – My band, noredtape got to open up for Elyon’s Fire at the Chatroom coffeehouse last Friday night! I had a blast and I think the crowd generally enjoyed us. I was suprised that the general consences was that Runaway stole the night with it’s simple (very simple!) chord structure and body-contorting breakdown! I had so much fun with that breakdown! Haha! I’ve always wanted to break out on the stage and that’s exactly what I got to do! Thank you Lord!

On a minor note, I got the recording back from Josh and we sound pretty bad. My voice sounds like a dead raccoon being swung against a barn door…Yeah, it was pretty bad. Haha! I can either stop singing and let that get to me, or get voice lessons and work hard at improving. I’m going to try to improve. That’s my goal.

Personal Life – Well, that’s personal! Actually, I’ve had so much happen I can’t even think it through enough to type it down. Haha!

Well, I’m going to get going so I can give a certain young woman a call before I go to bed. Goodnight and God bless!

In Christ,

Ben

I know, I know… This title is getting a little old. Well, Lately its just been hard to think of new titles for anything. Emails…posts…songs…etc. The list goes on. I think I’ve reached some minor midlife crisis. No…that’s too serious. I believe I just don’t know about too many things and that is driving me crazy.

On a random note, I am very glad for tomorrow. It looks very interesting since I have Chemistry in the morning, homework in the afternoon, and my Drama In Ministry class at LBC (Lancaster Bible College) in the evening. I seem to be spending quite a bit of time over in Lancaster. Not that I mind it. I am getting to know the layout and the difference between 222, 272, and 772. lol

I’m slightly miffed since I typed up a nice long update to my billboard on purevolume only to have Mom pick up the phone and erase my entire post. I was very angry at the moment but then after I cooled off a little I realised how much of an idiot I am. Here I was, posting sweet little thank you’s on my site only to then go yell at my mom for erasing it all. In all clearness, it was quite hypocrytical and (since you read my blog, Mom) I’m sorry for yelling at ya.

Well, I’m quite tired. ‘Tis off to bed with me. I wish you all a good night and a bright tomorrow!

Yours In Christ,

Ben